How
How can I ever manage to let go of you? Stop loving you? Stop thinking about you every single hour? Stop wondering what you're doing and how you're doing? How can I forget you? I dearly miss our time together, falling asleep next to you, waking up next to you. Laughing with you. Your mole on your temple and the little hole in your beard on your chin. Your smell. I miss your cheerfulness and your jokes, escaping reality with you. But most of all I miss myself, because without you I don't feel whole. When will it end? When can I open my heart to someone else again? Can I ever open it that much again and will I ever be able to love someone like that again? How can I love myself if I don't feel like myself without you?
